DRUGSNART

Hey babe, I'm just writing to see how you've been, Are you blown out yet? Cuz that's something I've been wondering. I don't wanna cause any problems, And I really am sorry That your mom is gone. At that one party, Out on the lake, I was too high to care That he was kissing you, And you were kissing him back, With my body locked to the couch There was nothing I could do. My blood boiled And my heart sank, It hurts to love you, Even though I know you're a skank. You're too drunk, And you can't control yourself, It hurts to see you like this, And I was too high to help. I was too high to help.

One day I'm gonna drown myself in the Sea of Pills To forget you left me feeling bad. I won't be able to move myself just right, And I'll hate myself, For not giving you what you wanted to have.

{WHAT IT MEANS TO BE ALIVE} Tell me what it means, What it means to be alive, Is the answer the key? The key to unlocking my mind, Looking for truth, I'm opening doors, But too soon there's many more, Overwhelmed, I've got my brain in distress, Troubled, I fall asleep knowing the world's still a mess, Wake up tired for a new day, Glad to be alive, but sad to be a slave, We escape into our own bubbles, There's no worries, there's no troubles, Wait until night to loosen my mind, Tell me what it means, What it means to be alive.

{FEET (EARTH BOUND)} Sometimes I think there's nothing better Than those nights I drink in my Christmas sweater, I bet I sure make mama bear proud, If only she could see me now, In the barn, stumbling around, My mind's in the clouds but my body's earth-bound, One foot in Heaven, the other in Hell, I feel fine, but at the same time, so unwell, A disturbed strain always weighing down my brain, Let's slow it down now, Late at night when the stars come out, From a wasteland to a paradise, A quiet mind feels pretty nice, It's a shame it never seems to last, The restless side comes back too fast.